“WHEN THE LAMP FLICKERS”


Romans 4:18-25               

       
Alice Pavey was still a teenager when her fiancée Sam Bridge was killed working on the railroad in England. Distraught with sorrow, Alice announced that she would never marry anyone but a Bridge, and furthermore she would now leave her native Nyleen Newton section of London and move to Canada.  Move she did, never to see her parents or her six siblings ever again. Put yourself into her family position and your role as a parent. I don’t know about you, but I would be very upset at such a drastic move, and I would do what I could to discourage such action.  In any case, Alice did move, and she arrived in Vancouver when what is now the Granville and Georgia Streets area was a trail down which they dragged logs with teams of oxen and horses. In due time, Alice got a job as housekeeper and cook for a wealthy Vancouver family. While working there, she met a man named Fred, and just a short time later married him, because Fred Bridge was Sam’s brother.  So, her vow never to marry anyone but a Bridge was fulfilled, even though it was half way around the world from the homeland of both. To this union, eleven children were born, one of whom is my Mother. Alice and Fred were my maternal grandparents, and Alice, or Granny as we called her, lived in our home until her death at the age of 97. The local papers reported that at her death she had 69 grandchildren and 85 great grandchildren. Granny died just before the birth of a great, great grandchild.

That bit of family trivia seems to me to parallel the Biblical account of Abraham; not just the leaving of his homeland, never to return, but also the beginning of a large family tree.  God said to Abraham: "Go from your country, your enlarged family and your kin to another country, which in due time, I will reveal to you." Abraham obeyed, and set out travelling toward Egypt not knowing where exactly he was going or where he would be settling. I wonder how many of us would do that!

That is impressive enough, but God also said to Abraham "I will make you the Father of a great nation." and God said this, according to the Genesis account, when Abraham was 75 years old. As the years went by, there were still no children until God said to Abraham "You are going to father a child, and your wife Sarah will have a son." Abraham could not contain himself; he laughed and said "This is crazy. I am 100 years old, and my wife is 99."  And you can imagine what Sarah said when she got the news.

Isaac is born.  His name means laughter. God establishes a covenant with Isaac and his heirs, and the dynasty that grows to become the children of Israel begins. The details of this story are not important. Age, in this tale, is a graphic way of illustrating the power of God. The point of the story is that Abraham obeyed God. God was honoured, and the promises of God were made through Abraham.

Centuries later, Paul interprets this story to his listeners. Listen again to these words. “Abraham did not weaken his faith when he considered his own body, which was as good as dead because he was about a hundred years old, or when he considered the barrenness of Sarah’s womb. No distrust made him waver, concerning the promise of God, but he grew strong in his faith, fully convinced that God was able to do what he had promised. That is why faith was reckoned to him as righteousness.”  Now that is a nice story, and I believe a very important one, but it is not important unless we catch the meaning of the story for each of us. Paul states the importance of living by faith “But the words, it was reckoned to him as righteousness were written not for his sake alone, but for your also.” Dr. William Barclay, in his commentary on Romans, suggests that Paul is referring to a saying that the Rabbis had: “What was written for Abraham is also written for his children.”  This story suggests that all of our attempts to know God and make this world understandable are of little avail; God cannot be known in human terms, only hinted at, and our tidy definitions to try and make life understandable are a fruitless effort. We live by faith, and faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen (Heb 11:1)

One of the realities of growing up is that while we learn there is remarkable order in many of the physical realities of our universe and our lives, there is also a great deal that does not fit into any dependable system or neat design. There is much that happens about which we simply do not know how or why. Life is confusing.  It’s a bit like the  child who came home from school and stated he was fed up with mathematics. He said “ It took me a long time to remember that 3 plus 3 equals 6; now they tell 4 plus 2 equals 6.”  Part of growing up is the realization that the unexplainable does happen. People of deep and consecrated faith do get sick and some even die from their illness. Good people, devoted to the service of God, do get injured or even killed from many kinds of accidents. Excellent Churchgoers who truly believe and are faithful to their beliefs do have their marriages fail, do have trouble with their children and some face the reality of a failed business and bankruptcy. Whenever tragedies of this nature come upon us, we find that the lamp of faith flickers. Our tendency is to want to believe or at least hope that our faith will shield us from life’s tragedies and allow us to be safe and happy people.

Listen to me very carefully: your faith in God as revealed in Jesus Christ will not protect you from the tragedies and hurts of life. As a human, you will face the same problems and possible difficulties as any other human, believer or not. That is the truth, but what is also true is your faith provides you with the tools and the strength to deal with life’s tragedies, if they do come. Yet, in spite of this, millions today flock to Churches or mosques seeking an insurance policy that will protect them from life’s happenings, and preachers are among the worst offenders in proclaiming false hope. Explanations, more complicated than the problem, are often given, trying to make what is tragic understandable, or even worse as something done by God for a purpose.

A person dies, in hospital, after weeks of dedicated and costly medical care and someone says "It was the will of God." Does this mean that doctors and technicians were going against the will of God in trying to correct the problem the person was facing? A youth is killed in a terrible automobile accident, and some preacher says "God called her home." Does that mean God caused the accident to occur? I don’t believe that type of thinking for a moment. That is entirely contrary to the nature of the eternal. The reality is that the youngster was killed by speeding, or by someone else being very reckless and striking her. Trying to soothe realites with religious superstition is simply not right; in fact it is misleading and gives a false image of God.  We were created in freedom, and freedom allows us to do wrong or have unpleasant things happen to us. If God chose who to protect and who to inflict misery upon, the freedom principle would be lost, and we would be puppets dancing on the end of a steering controlled by a capricious or irrational being.

My very good friend Cliff Schujer, now in his 45th year as the Pastor of First Congregational Church in Mansfield Ohio, puts it this way in his book "Tough Hope:"
 “The Bible is right up front about the ambiguities of life, about our vulnerability and our constant exposure to the strange, the illogical, the disruptive, the bewildering and yes, the tragic. It never claims either, that it will show us how to make that go away, or that it has a neat explanation for why such things happen to us."


In the Bible, we meet a God who is not all neat and explainable. Our God gets mixed up in awful situations, and gets involved with people no god ought to be with; hotheads, liars, cheats, philanderers, even some murderers. Our Bible describes this God and the involvement without a hint of explanation. Anyone who can read this Bible of ours,  Schujer continues:
 “and come away thinking that he knows God’s system-knows just what God is likely to do next, or knows what is God’s system of blessings and punishments, is either kidding himself or smoking something he shouldn’t.”


God’s actions often run counter to our thinking. The Bible is bold enough to tell me that God chose a con man like Jacob to be the father of a nation. God chose a murderer like Moses to lead the children of Israel out of captivity. God chose an adulterer named David to be King. It tells me that a redeemer will be born in a smelly old barn, and that through him worthless and wasted humans can find meaning and purpose by being transformed. The Bible  tells me, through this Jesus that even death is not what it is cracked up to be.  In Christ and through the Bible we are presented with a world and with a life in which a powerful case is made to continue to hope despite the fact there is no logical basis for it. We are told to love when it makes no sense; to trust when it seems totally unreasonable to do so. We are told to do this, not because we know it works, but because in this mysterious world and life in which God has placed us, just about anything is possible, and we don’t know what is really going on except occasionally, when we look back.

Living the life of faith is not an easy task. We are faced with circumstances that defy explanation, and that is what makes the proclamation of our faith so difficult. Many come to Church seeking answers to questions that don’t have answers. Many are not faithful, because the answers they seek are not evident; so, they leave. Others are confused, and all us deal with the reality of wondering what we should do when the lamp of faith flickers.

I close with the words of Barbara Brown Taylor, whom I suspect you now know is my theological guru. These words are from her book “When God is Silent:”
“We preachers are responsible for doing our best to put all the tools of communication with God where our congregations can reach them and for demonstrating their use with our own lives. After that, the matter is out of our hands. Only an Idol always has answers. The divine silence is not a vacuum to be filled, but a mystery to be entered into, unarmed by words and undistracted by noise- a holy of holies, in which we too may be struck dumb by the power of the unsayable God.


"Whatever preachers serve on Sunday, it must not blunt the appetite for food. If people go away from us full, then we have done them a disservice. What we serve is not supposed to satisfy. It is food for the journey.” (Page 118f)

When the lamp flickers, we live with the ambiguities and the unexplainable, but we continue to trust and live in faith. “Abraham went out not knowing where he was going, but trusting God. Though he was old and his wife was barren, he continued to believe that God was able to do what was promised, and it was reckoned to him as righteousness.  What is written of Abraham is also written for all his children. Thanks be to God.
Dr. Doug. Lobb.
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